My favorite adhd mood is having a conversation and someone mentions something vaguely realated to another thought which connects to another thought and i open my mouth and say something completely fucking unrelated
what people think i mean: i haven’t vaccumed in a while and there’s maybe a few cups i forgot to take down to the kitchen
what i actually mean: there is. no fucking floor space. there are five laundry baskets in here. papers and books and food wrappers and stuffed animals liter the floor. my bed and a little space in front of the door are the only clean spots. i cannot walk more than three feet into my room. i’m pretty sure there is something living in the pile of garbage i have in the corner.
optimistic liberal reformist college freshman luke who believes the jedi order can be rebuilt once again if we all follow the light side this time
vs
radicalized anarcho-marxist
retired professor luke who knows that reform won’t solve the problem that jedi ideology is fundamentally broken and will continue to repeat a cycle of boom and bust
Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.
It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.