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- Tagged
- all I do is play video games all day
- and I am only good at shitty things that won't get me anywhere
- and like nothing I do is significant
- but like...
- but now I'm at a point where I'm only alive because I know how inconvenient it would be if I was dead
- death mention
- delete later
- I can't even put into words how I'm feeling... . .....
- I don't remember half of what I learned
- I feel like I'm at my lowest right now
- I graduated school 7 months ago and I've done nothing
- I have never actually wanted to die before
- I just.... I'm so fucking tired of feeling like this
- I've been feeling super fucking worthless lately
- Like
- Like I'm having a terrible mental health week
- Like I'm so fucking messy that it would be impossible for my family to sort through anything
- Like its always been like 'everything sucks and I hate my life but I could never do that'
- maybe it's been worse before I'm not sure
- negativity
- suicide mention
- suicide tw
- uh.....
Published
reckless & terribly gay 